I Me Myself

What was the start of all this? When did the cogs of fate begin to turn? Perhaps it is impossible to grasp that answer now, From deep within the flow of time... But, for a certainty, back then, We loved so many, yet hated so much, We hurt others and were hurt ourselves... Yet even then, we ran like the wind, Whilst our laughter echoed, Under cerulean skies...

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Saturday!

Today was a brief day. I felt like updating only because of the botak squad picture.

Went swimming in the morning, then went to watch the movie windstruck. It is an old movie which is supposed to be a prelude to My Sassy Girl. But who cares, the female lead is damn pretty. Well, nothing else.

BOTAK SQUAD



Finally for the first time, we have completed silent hill the arcade! Although we did not get the good ending, our ranking was pretty high, with one ranked 10th and the other about 16th. Too bad we never took down any pictures.

Because we learned about happiness
we feel lonely for the first time
And because we know unhappiness
we understand happiness for the first time.

Miracles don't exist in this world
There are only inevitabilities and accidents
and what you're going to do
But sometimes the outcome of your action
which become inevitable
will overlap with accidents
and fulfill your dream unexpectedly
I don't know if that can be called a miracle
but there's one thing I'm certain about
Nothing will happen if you don't wish for it.

People who sin say that they had to, to survive
People who sin say that it's too late to stop now
The shadow called Sin dogs them steadily from behind, silently, without a word
Remorse and Agony are repeated, only to end up at Despair
But what sinners don't know
or what they have forgotten
is that there is a light
a light which keeps shining on them ever so warmly
A light that will never fade.

So I woke up,
and the world in front of my eyes was neither heaven nor hell,
it was reality.

Monday, May 19, 2008

BACK!

With such a long time since my last update, there should be a lot of things to blog about. Sadly, i am only a few hours from booking in again, so this should be quite brief.

Firstly, i finished my field camp! It was not as bad as i thought it to be, no bathing for 6 days and sleeping almost anywhere in the forest was a nice experience. Insect bites were rare and few, although i did see several gigantic mosquitoes.

Finally, i think i am almost 60% confirmed going to NTU. I think it is quite near and judging from my friends, most of them should be going there as well. The more the merrier i guess. But really, i have absolutely no idea what aerospace is going to be about since i have never heard of it before. But well, let nature take it's course.

With that, i am almost 3 weeks away from POP. Time really flies. To think that it still feels like yesterday when i relutantly set off in the morning on 10th April, the sinking feeling of confinement. Time really flies.

The sky is blue, yet so sad.
The land is wide, yet so distant.
Between the 2, i walk alone.
Into the sunset, i shall never look back.

This past month has been a eye-opening journey for me. I've realised a lot of things aren't the way they are.

If happiness had a form, what would it look like?
It might be something like glass..
Because one doesn't notice it normally.
However, it is actually there.
As proof, if you change the angle you look at it, the glass will reflect light.
It will state it's presence and existance more eloquently than any other thing in this world.