My Eleventh Post

Giddy spells have been hitting me recently. It hurts when i try to focus on far away objects. Occasional painful spells has also been affecting me. Maybe my days are numbered?

It all started when we were playing soccer. Terry and me were chasing the same ball. Suddenly, he slipped on the ball. Since i was already running so fast, i could not stop in time. I ended up tripping over his body, and cracking the back of my skull against the CONCRETE pavement. My HEAD vs the CONCRETE. Immediately after that, the feeling cannot be expressed in words. Just 2 words: VERY PAINFUL. It took a while for me to get to my feet. My friends assured me that i will be fine. But then, Kai Shuo told me that if i hit my head in the right place, i may die. He asked me to go for a check-up, but it would be quite expensive with the X-rays and all.

Thinking about it makes me very scared. What if one day i sleep and never wake up again? I have read newspaper articles on these type of incidents. I remember one of the articles where by a boy hit his head against a lamp post. He appeared to be fine for a few days. Suddenly, a few weeks later, he collasped and pass away. This report brings chills to my spine. What if the same thing happened to me?

I guess i'll just wait for a few days and see whether my condition deterioriate. I am so scared. I am living each day in fear. Maybe it never occurred to me that this will happen to me. Or maybe i am thinking too much. Maybe i am being too paranoid.

Thoughts: Life is just too short for us to enjoy everything. What we have to do is to treat each passing moment, each day with more respect. Enjoy each moment, for you never know when your time is up. ( Relax Terry, I am not blaming you. It's just my thoughts. )

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